Life is not a bed of roses.....

Having just got down from the car of Ramesh and Anusha, happy to meet them after long, was shocked to hear the message from Sreeja ‘Srini Sirs wife passed away’ on 29th March 2007…….

It happened, it was destined, it was the will of God…whom the Gods love die young……

First I could not believe, then called up some , and later could not control myself. When my situation was such could not phantom the feelings and thoughts of Srini Sir. There were no words to console him, but could only cry…courage from within was the need of the hour.

Howmuchsoever we say science and technology has progressed we are still at the mercy of God.. Death is common to all and nothing lasts for ever.

Twice had to face incredible loss, last time when in Chennai, Muttachan expired in March 2002 and Now, Anish, both stomach pain.

True nothing comes free of cost in this life. But monetary loss is o.k. Such losses is hard to bear, monetary losses can be made up, but not such losses. Bus Dhoo Dhin khey hey zindagi hamey apna farz nibana hey…..

I shall pass through this world but once, if therefore, there be any kindness I can show, or any good thing I can do, let me do it now, let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again. – Stephen. We do not know, what will happen to a person, when and how, we need to be in good terms with every one.

Where is the time to hate…when there is so little time to love..

And back home, Chitta was having heart problem. Did not know what will happen. Why at this time?? Thank God Raghee was there with her then, and things were under control. We are nothing and do nothing. It is he, who is and does…Can only pray..

Zindaghi Main Koyi Kabhi Aaye Na Rabbha…
Aaye jo koyi tho phir jayee na rabbha…
Dene hoo agar badh main aasoo..
Tho phir pehley kabhi hasayee na rabbha….

Don’t know why amidst all this; don’t feel like attending marriage functions, and other pomp and show. Feel bad to see the amount of food being wasted in the name of various functions. But then those inviting wont understand our feelings, right.

Zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
Aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
Dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoon
Toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba

No one should ever come in life, O God..
and if one comes, should never go from life, O God..
if someone has to give tears later in life,
then one shouldn't make you laugh before that, O God..

Jaate jaate koyi meri khushiyon ko le gaya
Sooni sooni akhiyon ko gham, koyi de gaya
Aas jo lagaayi hai, aankh bhar aayi hai
Itna bhi koyi, sataaye na rabba

While going, someone took my happiness,
someone gave sadness to lonely eyes,
Since I have expected, my eyes are brimming,
No one should trouble you that much, O God..

Zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
Aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
Dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoon
Toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba

Dil lene waale pe zor nahin chalta
Pyaar ka ye sikka, kahin aur nahin chalta
Yaad teri aayi hai, tu harjaai hai
Itna bhi koyi tadpaaye na rabba

No pressure works on the one who takes heart,
This currency of love doesn't work anywhere else..
I am remembering you, you are heart-breaker,
no one should be made to go through such agony..

Zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
Aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
Dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoon
Toh pehle koyi hasaaye na rabba